Friday, August 14, 2009

Emotional breakdown

Bye Pat..

bye freedom..

bye after school with friends..

bye bye happiness and optimism..







Hello "life sucks".



I feel so weird in school. Getting to know so many different types of sick people. Be it mentally or emotionally or even both. They are like satans in hell, vampire in forests.



You need to be mentally and physically prepared to take them down.



Adding to the list, there are also I-think-I-am-so-funny idiots. Um, seriously, you're NOT! I mean funny. Of course you're idiots.



Go and DIE ok? Just leave us a peace of mind and STOP STOP STOP irritating us. Sometimes, its not that we don't get it(your "funny"joke). Is REALLLY just that you're purely LAME. You have no brains of your own, you think of nothing more than just what to eat and sleep and shit. Sometimes, I really feel like screaming at those you annoying people in my school. But thank the lord I maintained my grace. You wouldn't be so lucky next time.

Its like all those losers and suckers are gathered around here. I feel super uncomfortable and I just feel like whining and whining about my misfortune. One more year toGO.. oh my god.



Seems like I'm going to be forever stuck here.



Before anything happens, I'm going to say, I hate my student life. I'm really this angry little girl that wants justice to my life.



And make it quick!





Gosh, if you're still reading, thank you. Notice I always complain about my school cos' it SUCKS. It really do. No joking. I just finished my two major important tests today and God knows how I've done. I must say something, I GOT STUDY ok?!!


Those stupid teachers! Always stressing that I'm a retainee. OK I KNOW THANK YOU! I will try to promote and not pull this bloody hell school down, happy?

Stop singing you lame people!

Sorry, just a bunch of idiots trying to behave like idiots.

I think this part of my life sucks to the core. I'll never remember it after I graduate, never coming back to this fucking school. I apologise for these vulgarities but I can't help myself. I wish my wishes will all come true. That I can find happiness again. That is to leave here asap. And I wish for the first time, people could NOT laugh at everything I do. Cos ITS NOT FUNNY. Dumbass.

I'm realy feeling quite stressed up in school. Not finding an angel to wound me. I feel lost and helpless for some periods of time. Oh! No to forget the superficial friendships I've found in school. They're just so fake OK? I mean those n__y___g people. Its like that time I decently just swept around the school canteen and then I see a few bad people. Looking at me like I'm an exotic looking bird. Gossiping to each other and even I know that they're snickering! Can see their ugly smiles.

Completely lame.

So what if my laughter makes you deaf or my looks makes you blind? You got a problem with it is it? You wait man! I don't deal with lame people. You're not fitted!

Go to hell to all those people who makes my life hell. Do you know there's something called Hades? Go back to where you belong!